Blueberry nights

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kac_uSP_pJY

It's been a long time, I planned to see this movie. I made a first attempt with my friend, but it turned out that it is not a  kind of movie you can watch while talking and laughing most of the time. Even though it isn't action movie, it really needs attention, not to miss any of the profound thoughts and observation... So now when I am sick, the opportunity to focus my attention came.

Watching Elizabeth working in bars, cassino, it reminded me times when I used to help my friend in a bar. It is so true that you meet so many people, listen to their stories. You participate in their lifes. It is not that they just come for a drink or to chat with friends. So often they come alone, spend hours in a bar. They need to talk. They usually need somebody who can listen. Do they feel lonely? Probably many of them yes. It is like a part of your job to give them opportunity to talk. Not always it i easy. Sometimes they get too drunk. Sometimes they become rude, agressive. Hovewer I really liked this job. It was actually one of the moments that made me realized that I need a job where I have contact with other people. Of course I wouldn't lke to spend my whole life working in a bar or restaurant. For some reason I do my studies. However it is still one of my dreams to open my own caffee one day  on the side of my regular job:)

"Recently I have been learning not to trust other people. All in vain." It is soooo true. I coudn't agree more. I am sure that most of people could say the same. So often we give too big credit of trust to others. Suddenly disappointment happens and what we think?  Of course "Never again the same mistake!" But in fact, we can't live without other people. We need each other, we need close relationships so we have to open ourselves and take the risk that in fact we might be hurt... Anyway, even though it sounds as paradox, after being hurt we become somehow stronger. We learn something and maybe we will suffer again, but probably it won't harmful to the same extent....

And just to conclude: "People are our mirrors. After each reflection we like ourselves even more."